29-1-09

Yesterday, my friend quarrel with him, he was so fiece, and frighten me and his wife and baby.... just wants to protect them, I started to yell at him. For the very first time.. I don't know where was the courage came from...he was really really fierce....... how his wife cand him stay together? Hope he know how to be gentle to them, talk nicely to them, talk to human not animal kind of feeling... Complicated don't know how to describe. Hope the way they communicate change and be loving and better......

29-1-2009

My uncle scolded my father during Chinese New Year's Eve...
Yesterday quarrel with my brother-in-law, real one, full with fire one, for the very first time, I quarrel with ppl....my own brother-in-law.
A sister left our church due to some reason.
My friend's mom had just passed away.
A headache case about my friend's GF and their relationship.
Now what? My grandfather having some problem, full with worries and weary. Just celebrated his birthday on Tuesday in Seremban, no joy no peace on his face, I just very concern about him. I and my uncles tried to convince my grandparents to come and stay with us. Don't have $$ also worry, now got some $$ also worry.... aiyo, don't know what to say any more, my heart was getting heavier and heavier... prayed to God... leave to God...
Today, early in the morning, talked to them and prayed to them, a little smile on their face, but why my heart still felt very heavy..
Today, my Pastor prayed for me after I told him about this, he lay his hand on my head, but I felt another hand was also on my hear, big, warm and loving hand, my tears just rolling down from my eyes.. very touching and great kind of feeling.
Today, going to Jasmine's parents house to attend the funeral of her late mother.
Today, when I look at my office, I felt that, the office is empty and more space. I think I will missed her...
Today, I think, why so many unhappy things happen, where are the happy things and good things.... I got a big Ang Pow, real big, and many Ang Pows.. Church Camp is coing up soon.... A lot of biscuits to eat... Able to contact back my KL school mates.... My unty just gave birth her baby girl.. Evon also gave birth hre baby Eunice...

28-01-09

Yesterday afternoon, received a call from someone that I didn't expect. She is my friend's GF, I can't recognized her voice and it was a stranger voice to me. She mentioned my friend's name, then only I recognized her. She apologized about she's being rude to me a few days ago. I was a bit shock that day, I was calling my friend for something (DVD movie), but her GF answered and started to question me. Now her GF called me, lagi shock and takut...
Just get to know a new friend, she is a christian, hmm, God is revealing something to me... just advice her and help her... what a weird day...

Yesterday, called a sister from my church, tried to wish her Happy Birthday. Shocking me was, she told me that it will be very hard to forget this birthday, because her mother just passed away. Felt sorry and just comfort her.. she said her mom body will able to collect on Thursday, and her brother coming back, so that will be a funeral service on Thursday, Friday and Saturday will be burial service.

26-12-2008

Today, my mom bought me another two blouses, and I bought for Bernice one shirt, purple one, haha. I think Christmas season is also shopping season. Hmm, I bought Joycelyn a birthday present, hope she like it.
I gave away some bags, belts, skirt, accessories... blessed are those who give than receive.
I spents time with friend and family, is a good holiday, rest and relax.

25-12-2008

Wow, 2008 Christmas, I can said is a blessing to me. I have received blessing (gifts.. offering..). Hmm, let me think, I received: Scarf, chocolate, cookies, pens, photo albums, gift set from Watson, Revlon hair colour, soap, paper clip, Tissue pocket, bracelet, accessory, my beloved mother & sister gave me money to buy dresses which mean a lot to me, and a lovely sister in Christ sponsor me to do body check-up, some of the present from my family, I belum buka.
Wah, banyak betul hadiah Christmas Tahun ini.
With the money my mother gave, I bought a pair of shoe, a blue color blouse and a Purple blouse. I bought for my sister (even though I bought present for them already, never mind lah, sister mah), two nice dresses for my two sisters.
I met Ps Victor and his wife's family at the Sunway Piramid also. Long time didn't meet, haha, quite glad and happy.
My unty came back from US, and they had a dinner today at my youngest unty's house, but I didn't manage to join them.
I felt very very happy and touched by their love and care.
Btw, hope my friend's uncle may get well a.s.a.p.
I believe I need to prepared for school open already.

21-12-2008

One of my dear friend had just passed away on 17/12/2008 (Wednesday), she just like my big sister. I still felt hard to accept it, last Saturday, while I was searching out some cassettes, I saw few pieces that was hers, she gave it to me few years ago. Still missed her, thinking of her goodness, and the happy times together.

Yesterday, we were having Young Adult Christmas Party. We had about 32 people, and we had some great and fun games, some Christmas songs, jumping here and there, gift ex-changed... I had a gift that I wanted (actually I ex-changed with a friend, hahaha). God blessed me!

I met my primary classmate, Vicky Fong (Chai Bing), more than 10 years, we didn't meet each other. Strange was, she just stay at Kuchai Lama, which was near my Church, Salak South Garden. Never too late, now I know she stays there, can kacau kacau her. She join our party, hope she had fun and enjoy that night.

Today, my church was having Christmas Sunday. SKC children was presenting a dance, very glad that they did very well, even others also went well. Thank God, he had blessed me with some gifts from some lovely people in the church. Hmm... Famous Amos cookies (Yum yum), some Watson's Christmas gift (Body lotion, soap, shower gel, flannel), Christmas Ang Pow, soap, Revlon Coloring, Photo Album, accessory and bracelet. Wow, very happy and glad. Praise God for all these blessing.

Having Reunion Lunch with my family, due to tonight they had a function in Bukit Jalil Golf Club.
Very full and delicious lunch.

At home, alone, watching TV, update my blog.....

07-12-2008

29/11/2008 剛剛得到同工的執照. 沒有太大情緒上的起伏, 想想, 是否拿到執照, 我想教會還會給我是吧! 但去面試時, 真的好緊張, 好緊張. 我反而認為, 牧師比我還緊張.

5/12/2008 (星期五) 大概8pm, 忽然, 肚子好痛, 小組進行的一半, 就回家了. 到了半夜, 吐痛越來越嚴重, 又吐又瀉了五六次了. 就call Alex 我妹夫載我去看醫生, 真的痛到我以為我就快要痛死了. 醫生說, 我得了嚴重的胃病. 給了我7-8種的藥, 到了支針. 還是很痛, 但我仍然繼續的禱告, 斥責.

這痛持續到星期日, 這胃病來勢洶洶, 搞到我痛得不得了. 但感謝神, 靠著他的恩典和力量, 我讀過了這痛苦的三天, 哈哈! 說真的, 至從10年前, 我未曾經歷如此的胃病. 感謝神!

今天, JCIA, 剛剛慶祝聖誕節派對, 鬆了一口氣!

今天, Bernice, 思恩, 到我家來, 可愛的不得了. 撞來撞去, 撞的好開心, 說Baby talk, 好可愛咧!
在過多兩個月, 就對歲了, 時間過的好快.

想想, 再過多兩個星期, 就是聖誕節了! 再想, 下個月就是農曆新年了, 而且就快要迎接2009年了.
不知還要說些甚麼東東, 寫些甚麼東東. 還是去睡覺吧, 明天還要去買聖誕禮物.